100 things that scare me ---

I think that I like to work hard, but I’m afraid that I actually enjoy being lazy.

I’m nervous talking football with people that really know football.

I’m afraid of dying suddenly or dying young.

I worry that I’ll never really feel like I’ve become a true artist.

I always order the same two things at Thai restaurants—Panang and Massaman— for fear I won’t like another dish.

Sometimes I worry that my visual arts training is not as valuable as another training might be. 

Zombies freak me out.

Sometimes I’m afraid that I’m too pragmatic.

Sometimes I’m afraid that I’m too imaginative. 

I’m afraid that in my past I may have hurt someone beyond repair.

I’m afraid I’m losing my hearing.

I get nervous about messing up a first time handshake / fist bump / high five.

I’m afraid that my friends may just be humoring me.

I’m afraid that in a fight I may actually hurt someone.

I’m afraid I’ll never like running.